Go With A Friend

Omg they are so cute! I can't believe I was able to capture several shots with 2 or more bees on flowers so close to each other. It made me giddy and all in awe if nature (like usual). Sigh. Swoon.

Something About Doors (kinda)

Ha!  Welcome to my world... this attempt at a public blog finds me unprepared creatively and time wise but I want to get it started so perhaps I'll just blow my load on this first entry just to know I have begun, to be able to lay my head on the pillow tonight and know I actually started something because I wanted to and for no other reason.  I have no easily discernible agenda/purpose for this bit of rambling other than living out loud maybe (whatever that really means).  Currently change seems to be the order of the day(s) for me, things beyond my control have come along causing me to have to adjust... so as each day brings a new way for me manage stress and exercise advanced communication skills I am reminded of cliches designed to turn that frown upside down (or whatever).

Among said cliches lives the very common notion of a door being opened everywhere and every time a door closes... so really any rejections and/or abandonment feelings of reality etc are to be viewed as new exciting opportunities to be embraced yes??  Uh sure... I bet that works great for many peeps... I'm just gonna take a day or two to be bewildered and a bit cranky over the sudden cold splashes of water onto my reality, I think that is appropriate.  Then later, after some grrr and some exploring options in that wild brain-stormy way and a bit more grrr then and only then will I be settling in with a glass of wine to listen quietly for the opening doors - the ones that are supposed to be following not too far behind the 'doors' that just got slammed on my school option for one thing (or there is more - there is Always MoRe). 

Sigh - it is a bit vague but I know what the h.e.double hockey sticks is going on - for the most part anyway;) and is that not all that really matters?